Aragorn
04-07-2006, 01:09 AM
Why do girls love to shop so much? When they walk into the mall their eyes are gazing with hunger. They see something pretty, they buy it, get high on that feeling, but when they go home they still feel that emptiness inside of them. Perhaps they have some unidentified need that needs to be satisfied. And their need is probably 100 times greater than a guy's need. When they are home all alone, they look into the refrigerator to eat something tasty. They do not find anything there, so they go to their computer to check their email. They find same old garbage there. Then they get up and again look in to the refrigerator. They look inside thinking that they will find some answer to their unidentified hunger. They bend over, scratch their head, and close a refrigerator again. I just have this feeling that girls are searching for something to feel up this hole inside of them. That hole is so deep and wide, that no matter how much you stuff it up, it will not be enough. They will always need more. It is a perpetual hunger. Their frustration builds. Their entire body is hamming with anticipation. They take a shower, masturbate, release that tension, feel some quilt and go to bed to sleep. Next morning they get up to go to work, school, or a beauty salon. She walks down the street pretending to feel sexy and powerful. All the dorky guys look at her hungrily thinking that she is the answer to their problems. She ignores them thinking to her self "what a creep." Other dorky guys compliment her on her beauty thinking that she is powerful goddess and hoping to get some of that aura. But they do not realize how wretched she feels. Her cool and sexy exterior seems so magnetic but inside she is rotting and feels like a little girl who needs an answer. Then down the road she sees a hot hunk, also with a cool exterior. He is a lost boy, a dare devil and a bad boy. She looks at him. Stares at him. Thinks that he is an answer to her endless urges. That he will take her to some wild adventure. That he is a guy who has the balls to look into her eyes while arrogantly looking at her from atop and say "...................." That she will let go of all responsibility and just be lead by a real man. She hopes that he notices her. But he is so aloof and indifferent to her. Probably he does not even care if she exists. But she wants him to know that she exists. She wants to finally give in and abandon all the social norms. She wants to be slutty and expose her natural self, not being disguised by her social persona. She really wants it. But she is afraid to be called a slut. What will people say? What will her friends think? She does not want to be alone. She needs social approval and that people think she is an innocent and a nice girl. So after a long hesitation she shakes her head, thinks about her mother’s warnings and leaves that man. Then all day wonders what it would be like to just give in. After work she comes home. Feels guilty about her sexual feelings. Reads bible and writes some poems. Draws some pretty pictures to feel innocent. Represses her own desires. Calls her girlfriend; bitches about guys; gets sympathy. Throws her self on a bed and prays "G-d oh G-d when you will send me a strong and masculine man who will fulfill that silent but powerful desire."
Well, nobody knows about that particular desire. Even she hates to admit it. But it is there. Gnawing on you, hour by hour, minute by minute. The clock is ticking. Girls, lets go shopping.
Well, nobody knows about that particular desire. Even she hates to admit it. But it is there. Gnawing on you, hour by hour, minute by minute. The clock is ticking. Girls, lets go shopping.